Improper Dose
Each month Improper Walls team will select brain and soulfood for you, then stir it up into a newsletter and our blog.
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Edition 2024
On a Wednesday in June, it was hot, but not too hot. On that day, I made a performance called Ludd Lives! A Popular Trial on Technology. This is a comic about that performance.
Catching up with Anna Menecia Antenete Hambira—Vienna-based freelance fashion designer, artist and creative director and author of the interdisciplinary fashion project amaaena that combines sustainability, contemporary fashion and socio-political responsibility.
Memory is a flood, writes Ocean Vuong.[1] It is something we cannot easily control as it is already controlled by different triggers. Except in cases when our memory blocks some, usually traumatic, experiences, everything else can surge at certain moments. Both good memories, which can provide inner comfort and warmth, and bad memories, from which we'd like to hide, seem to overwhelm us. There are also second-hand memories. What I mean is that these memories are not about our own experiences and life events but of other people. The people who share with us what they remember, their stories become intertwined with our own memories. Sometimes, they don't even have to tell us anything.
Edition 2/2023
More and more departing from the conservative understanding of mental health (issues), we entered this year the terrain of neurodiversity…
Get a taste of the conversations with our guests, Magdalena Strauch, Hristina Hristova & Morgan Glew and Niklas Satanik…
In my Maturazeitung, it stated that I was adaptable and would rarely say if something didn't suit me. Fifteen years later, it still annoys me…
My journey to becoming an anti-racism-focused artist, activist and (so-called educator) has been an interesting one…
The stylistic spectrum of XING ranges between melancholic melodies, hip-hop elements, influences from R&B and a large amount of soul…
At the time I decide to write this text I am reading “Tools for Conviviality”[1] and “Deschooling Society”[2] by Ivan Illich (Vienna, 1926 – Bremen, 2002)…
Edition 1/2023
What can we do in a situation when everything there is to fear about autonomous machines is simply a reflection of ourselves? Perhaps—keep looking.
When discussing the history of humans fantasizing about robots, one can go as far back as ancient civilizations and find stories that involve automatic, artificial beings…
Robots are here for a whole while. In different shapes and non-shapes, embodied artificial intelligence and algorithms “improve” our lives and literally improve…
Speaking with the author of the “Logging onto Love” series about sex robots, the ethics of their manufacturing and usage, and their impact on society and human-human relationships.
In light of the proliferation of AI technology and its far-reaching impact, we find ourselves amidst new paradigms of power…
ZINN is a soft heavy metal and when you bend it, it screams. Drama and simplicity fuse with wild garage guitars and soft psychedelic pads…
Kateryna Lysovenko was born in 1989 in Ukraine and currently lives and works in Vienna. She has recently participated in the exhibition “Goodbye East, Goodbye Narcissus!” at the Contemporary Art Museum Estonia (EKKM)…
Edition no. 25
Dear 2023, let us hover for a bit in the transformative space between the dying old and emerging new reality…
When you savor and eat this rich and aromatic dessert, let it bring you towards an embodied commitment to making a better future. One that foregrounds woman*, life, freedom.
Symbiocene accelerated: the reverse of the Capitalocene at hundreds of terrestrial translations.
Edition no. 24
This time of the year brings up the topic of family and traditions (and family traditions) more than any other season…
Philipp Muerling is a student at the Academy of Fine Arts Vienna (Akademie der bildenden Künste Wien) and is the first and only student in a wheelchair in the more than 300-year history of the institute…
A new green revolution started in the spring of 2022 with the new old slogan “Stop to Lithium'' and “Stop to Rio Tinto” only two months before a new presidential election in Serbia…
Edition no. 23
It is the majority's responsibility to create a more inclusive world where everyone, regardless of their inner or outer characteristics and preferences, feels fully safe to exist — seen and out loud. One thing each of us can add to supporting this vision…
In the summer of 2022, eight creatives went to the 14th biggest city in Serbia. During the relatively short-term residency program, the clear skies opened above us in contrast to the coal-stained smoky lid that vacuum seals the urban and rural landscapes during the cold time of the year.
“Mr. Lemon, the acid poorly drawn lemon” is the new series by our very own Pedro. In this new cartoon series, we will follow Mr. Lemon, who happens to be a poorly drawn lemon.
Farming is the horniest profession. The people of the land? Are people of the hand job. Farmers pinch cow nipples, fondle eggs still warm from chicken coochie, press seeds into the moistness of soil and water them with spectacular, ejaculatory sprays.
EDITION NO. 22
Last Friday, we closed the group exhibition—Hast du Lust?, dedicated to the connection between mental health and sexuality. With topics like these, naturally, a 'trigger warning' disclaimer often appeared in the conversation.
We think promoting Goran Bregović, a performer who sympathizes with Russian imperialism in such a terrible time for Ukrainians is an ignorant and cynical move…
The popular plant lover stories written by Lina Piskernik will finally take a less ephemeral and more solid form as a zine!
EDITION NO. 21
GORSAD - the Kyiv-based trio of artists, Masha Romaniuk, Ulik Romaniuk, and Vitya Vasyliev, specialised in alternative photography and provocative video. GORSAD’s works are mainly focused on youth, feelings and sexuality in all their peculiarities and oddities.
I have experienced censorship in different ways. I had only a brief encounter with military and totalitarian censorship when I was working on a project about the Graffiti of the Revolution in Cairo—I was warned that certain artistic positions have disastrous consequences, so I had to be careful about what I said and how I said it.
Which is the most overlooked actor in the digital world? In the first part of this reflection, its superpowers are presented.
A few days ago, someone asked me why as a potter and artist, I focus mostly on fat and diverse bodies. It was an interesting question. It made me go back to that exact moment when my relationship with my own body shifted and changed.
EDITION NO. 20
Growing up, were you made responsible for what other people (wanted to) do to your body or were you born male? Not forgetting about intersectionality, white, too?
From a very early age I created music on my own, or I really wanted to create music, and I got together with friends and just made it happen…
“Well, the plants, they talk. Don’t you hear them?” She asked Jamie, and Jamie stayed silent because she talked to the cherry tree and the lavender bush plenty, but never heard anything back besides a rustling of leaves or the buzzing of bees.
In this issue of I run high on the new and I love the old (#11), we will see the embodiment of some of the worst actors on the Internet. And all of that in the form of good old-fashioned comics!
EDITION NO. 19
The nearby war triggered our survival instincts and (intergenerational) traumas. People of the previously occupied countries in the area mobilized immediately…
Sesilia arrives directly from her work, a kindergarten in the 11th district. We meet at the Landstraße subway station. Her eyes look tired, her work has left its mark, but she smiles bravely.
The first part of an exploration on the actors of the Internet and how this information can help us resist the worst impulses of the digital powerful.
MY NEIGHBOR PIERRE, an exhibition about delimiting the boundaries between public and private.
Edition no. 18
New Year–New Me, new life, resolutions, instant solutions to issues whose foundations might have been building in us for generations–January carries the burden of bringing it all immediately.
We forget with every new cycle that the beginning of the calendar year is out of alignment with Nature's rhythms and that for a few more weeks, it offers us a space for surrender instead of providing yet the right environment to plant new seeds.
I know that Madame Psychosis was actually a living person in the 70s somewhere in San Francisco on the streets. The name comes from a book; I don’t know the title of the book, it was dug out by a friend and I was really happy to actually bring Madame Psychosis back to life in Vienna because I didn’t want to bury Madame Psychosis again in the darkness of Denmark.
We create spaces, places, universes, alone or with others; that is something I deeply believe to be true. Do we love it? It depends on how much we want to use our creative control and how much we are open to receiving. People are often afraid of beauty and freedom. Beauty because it is not going to last forever, and freedom because it comes with responsibility and it's often a one-way ticket.
What happens to the User when social media starts clustering us through likes and not through our social connections? We might be entering a new Digital Era, where the social aspect of our tangible life slowly vanishes.
Wolfgang Tillmans had always been interested in how to make a phenomenon longer visible. They could be astronomical, social, or political subjects, and as a photographer, he uses diverse strategies to recall them in our minds. It seems like his artistic mind is already aware of our previous experiences, and he always finds a sensitive approach to show reality to his viewers. He dedicates his work to people and bodies, to landscapes, architectures, objects, and celestial phenomena, since he has been exploring the question of visibility since the early 1990s.
People with low incomes in Vienna receive assistance, just as they do elsewhere. However, Vienna also invests in new housing and the renovation of old buildings, so the Viennese have an advantage of both systems. One of the differences between Vienna and other cities is that social housing flats are incorporated here in all districts and most of them are mixed with privately owned flats in the buildings. This keeps the rent down and ensures a real mish-mash of people living together.
As we are heading towards the end of the challenging month of January, February's program gives us a glimpse of something exciting to come! It's the second year that CIVA, Vienna's media art festival, is taking place.
Places we love exist only in us is the opening sentence in a poem by Ivan V. Lalic. This video series is a project where I ask different people to tell their stories about belonging. Every episode contains 3 art workers of younger generations having creative control over how they want to be filmed, where, and what they want to speak about.
In this episode, you will see Ale Zapata, Christos Kyritopoulos-Ninas, and Els Van Houtert trying to share their thoughts and build a mirror for collective self-reflection. Dejan Klement 2021.
EDITION NO. 17
Yes, Another Fucking Lockdown Edition. But as it is also the last edition of the year, let's balance the scales with a bit of gratitude because, first of all, the whole concept of Improper Dose was born out of lockdown, and I'm very grateful for that—the Dose, not the pandemic of course.
There is an ongoing, urgent humanitarian crisis on the Polish-Belarusian border. Refugees, who are trying to get to Europe, are pushed back into the primal forest by Polish Border guards and then harassed back into the wilderness by the Belarusian military. They wander without water, food, or shelter, and the weather is getting harsher. Humanitarian activists from NGO Nomada are currently collecting smartphones so people can ping their location and ask for help.
Harz is the aural love child of Bernd Ammann and Niklers Satanik from western Austria. Founded in 2018 by the studied musicians they began to create soundscapes based on rhythmic patterns, using bass, synth, zither, hang drum and various percussions. Meditative as well as danceable, Harz’ music evokes in-between states of flux within the listeners mind, dulling the senses for outer/worldly influences and stimulating the inner cinematic theatre.
JUNGLE JADE delves into the fluctuating mental states that come with trying to create roots in a new space. Crossing paths as fresh arrivals in Vienna, singer- songwriter Yelvilaa (from Ghana & Hong Kong) and guitarist Shari (from Iran) quickly became good friends and collaborators, forming the project as a way to process their experiences.
Facebook's "Meta" offers a second digitally integrated life to its users. However, we already have a Second Life. Is Mark Zuckerberg just trying to implement a teenage fantasy into all of us?
Besides the strange dreams, there really was no indication for Nathan to send himself bizarre one sentence messages and he did not have a roommate, so this couldn’t be a prank. Additionally, if he really was sleep-walking last night, wouldn’t he have sent himself messages about Carol Baskins feeding her husband to the tigers? It didn’t make sense.
How can sound explore themes such as gender inequality, sexuality, personal experiences, or collective traumas related to post-colonization? If we take a look at these three performances where the sound became a tool for staying with the trouble - we will probably get closer to the answers.
In the second episode of Places we love, you will get to see Aurianne Chevandier, Justina Špeirokaitė, and Márton Zalka adding their thoughts to Dejan Klement's mirror for collective self-reflection.
EDITION NO. 16
Choose your battles, I mean luxuries, wisely, and maybe one day we will meet in a world where our worth is not measured by material things, social status, or how precisely we follow another man's traditions.
“I believe in the principles of democracy and realize that it can only work with a good education. In this case, it is necessary to be awake and aware of the system’s complexity and to choose means of expression that also reflect the historical context of the territory in which I work. If I subsequently present it in another country, different perceptions occur in the viewer, and the work, by relocating, acquires a new dimension. Context, always important, is what should be available here.”
In this issue of his adventures and reflections on the good old Internet, Pedro wonders: is it time to make webcams grainy again?
She was ecstatic when she was offered this job. Finally, a position that completely aligned with her values as a human rights protector. Her years of unpaid work had finally been compensated. At last, the emptiness, the gaping vacuum, that she would feel at the centre of her chest most nights before dozing off to sleep, would be filled. A rewarding job! What more could she want?
As Florentina Holzinger devised her own Divine Comedy, at Kunsthalle, Tscherner also creates an alternative story about the great Narcissus. Compared to Holzingers’s work, the performance is also based on a narrative story, mythological background: Mirror, mirror concept based on the fairy tale of Snow White, and on the Greek myth of Narcissus, both stories connected with mirrors and virtual images. Narcissus in this way conducts a concentrate of his own virtual image, as it refers back to his role in Greek mythology where he eventually falls in love with his own reflection in a pool of water, staring at it for the remainder of his life.
Places we love exist only in us is the opening sentence in a poem by Ivan V. Lalic. This video series is a project where I ask different people to tell their stories about belonging. Every episode contains 3 art workers of younger generations having creative control over how they want to be filmed, where, and what they want to speak about. In this episode, you will see Miloš Vučićević, Kata Martincsák, and Eugénie Desmedt trying to share their thoughts and build a mirror for collective self-reflection.
EDITION NO. 15
A period for contemplation and the opportunity to let go of what no longer serves. Like the way we pride ourselves, we no longer need to abide by Nature's rules. Is it really progress if we use all the technological innovation to increase productivity? If only we, as a society, could live more attuned to these natural rhythms. Instead of surrendering to the early sunset with the rest of the ecosystem, we choose to live inside a tampon commercial, celebrating self-exploitation on a daily basis.
“The lives that we live in these marginalized areas can be very closely connected with other people who inhabit other areas. We may not share the same spaces, but we certainly live in the same utopias. Hospitable, the name itself was supposed to encourage the authors to think about what it actually means, and from the position of an artist who comes from abroad, in what way he would manage to find ourselves in it, does that utopia exist in which way and does that hospitality still shape some prejudices among locals, in the city or the villages on the slopes of Užice.”
If one accepts Florian Bocksrucker's invitation into his modularly synthesized soundscapes, he takes the listener to uplifting, danceable realms via spherical, sustaining meditations and grounded rhythms. A journey between curious improvisation and controlled experiment in an enveloping electrified roller coaster of emotions.
Who allows the use of technology? And what effect has it in how it is used? Pedro keeps thinking about machines and their place in society in his ongoing series.
LT.art Vienna team invites to the second part of their INTEGRAL \ 2021 festival.
EDITION NO. 14
Finally, summer! Windows closed, curtains closed, hiding in the darkest corner of my room to preserve the last bits of sanity. Trying to cool down in this heat seems to be as efficient as explaining to people that being skinny is not always a choice. As being not skinny is not always a choice either. A conversation that comes up more regularly during the summer break – aka body-shamers paradise, or anytime during the doctor's appointment.
“Sharon's anxiety is interesting because we feel it. We imagine knowing what she was afraid of - as if we know the ending when we watch a film, but we enjoy watching it and move on. This saves us from the terrible burden of freedom, which is an existential horror.”
“In my opinion, empathy is an infinitely complex topic. if you deal with it, you immediately come up against hard pro and con positions. I was particularly interested in the question of how empathy affects socio-political courses and social interaction. This topic is also the basis of my new collection. In the implementation of the cooperation, however, I wanted to move away from the hard political space and travel to a warm place that is characterized by empathy at eye level.”
MSN Messenger was an IM platform with more than 300 millions users at its high point. Many social innovations and phenomena can be linked to the program, however Pedro focuses here on one: intimacy.
Contrary to what politicians and mainstream media might tell us, the arts are essential; particularly in times like these that are brimming with fear and division. […] Seeing an act of creative expression is seeing the essence of someone’s being and reminds us of our own. Support the things that remind us of our shared humanity and expansiveness. Support the arts!
Last month we had the pleasure to experience a photo shoot with our friend and an amazing photographer Margarita Keller. Take a look at the results and learn more about Margarita and her work down below…
EDITION NO. 13
Finally, reopening!
Yes, at the beginning of this month, we too were allowed to open our doors again, just in time to have at least a soft opening of our collaborative group show Shame Shouldn't Be A Symptom.
And while we embrace the joy of getting back to normal, we are also trying to keep in mind how privileged that "normal" is. At least, for some of us. Last month we said no shame, and indeed, there is no shame in being white or male or straight, cis-gender, or just an EU citizen living in a developed western European country. But an important note is there is also no pride in it.
Just after the infamous traditional family march, which took place a couple of weeks ago and during the hopeful excitement of passing a gender-neutral partnership law, artist Živilė Žvėrūna talks about how art reveals the morality of our society.
“My personal goal as an artist is to add another perspective to the discussion. There are plenty of scientific statements on schizophrenia and mental health which are important, but so are emotional and personal insights and experiences. This discussion has to take place in public for everyone to take part and art can be the stage for that.”
“Being surrounded with so much wealth and irrational consumerism everyday, living in one of the richest countries in the world, but also just the state of the world as we know it, has made me realize how to so many people it doesn't matter what they consume - as long as they consume it. Especially when it comes to fashion, the climate where trend hopping is most apparent.”
“In times like these it feels like there is a need for artists to address and draw attention to topics like climate care and migration. We would not say about ourselves that we create political art. This installation is the first work where we addressed a topic like climate care and it was not our very first intention. Also there are many more layers in this artwork than only this topic…”
Pedro pauses his reports on pages of the good old Internet to share an intimate memory and the recurrence of what he felt back then during his investigations.
“It is only once we are able to give our Shadow what it needs (ie: acknowledgement, acceptance, compassion, love) and no longer feel shame around it, that that we can accept ourselves as whole beings and move closer to being free from unhealthy and harmful behaviors…”
“Speaking in broad terms, most cultures do not embrace open discussions or portrayals of mental illness or taboo symptomology. At best, these conversations are seen as uncomfortable. At worst, they're ostracized or criminalized. Anything that carries a negative connotation is something we may be judged or shunned for.”
EDITION NO. 12
Finally, no shame!
But first, TRIGGER WARNING!
Despite having already touched on some sensitive topics in the past, this month’s edition goes a bit over our usual amount of “everything that’s wrong (and right and somewhere in between) with the world”.
Participating in Mental Health Awareness Month again, this issue speaks about (but not solely on) suicidal thoughts and suicide – an act that carries even heavier stigma than other symptoms.
As mental health is deeply interconnected with other social phenomena, one of our external contributors sheds more light on Femicide, the murder of women for the reason of being women.
For the mental health awareness month, Improper Walls, in collaboration with foundation Made of Millions, presents the international group exhibition “Shame Shouldn't be a Symptom”…
"In my understanding, art can and should be an offer to deal with oneself and one's own relation to the most diverse topics, and in the best case, stimulates an inner or interpersonal dialogue. In this sense, I believe that one possible task of art is to approach socio-cultural norms and taboos in a new way, through new language, and to question or criticise them."
Femicide, the “murder of women because they are women”, should be a highly debated concept due to the losses it involves. However, most of the Austrian public seems to be as unaware of the concept and its roots as the influencers we encountered before. “Most of the victims of manslaughter are still men!”, some may say in an attempt to debase the claim that femicides constitute a specific form of violence, and that this is a practice that only happens far away, in other countries, on other continents even. “It was only because he loved her so much!”, others might argue, or “I am sure that she provoked it!”, just falling short of “I am sure she deserved it!”
He picked me up while we were both riding the 1-train uptown. I had been forgotten by a girl who drank too many bottomless mimosas at a drag queen brunch somewhere in Hell’s Kitchen. Apparently, a friend of hers thought I would be a nice birthday gift but had not counted on the birthday girl blacking out on public transport and leaving me behind.
Chat rooms were anonymity paradises. Not without dangers, but is our current day of authenticity safer or better? The comic essay on the old Internet by @triquidick continues!
From Andrea Z Scharf's sketchbook, some personal thoughts on "Navigating Through Anxiety, 2021"
Become a part of participatory project “Kanye West doesn’t know what it’s like” by photographer and psychologist Patrycja Stala.
Last minute chance to experience April selection of Human Rights Film Hub curated by Martina Genetti.
EDITION NO. 11
Finally, daylight saving time! (Just kidding)
Yes, once again, we messed up our natural biorhythms to preserve the over 100-year-old attempt to make war cheaper; by losing an hour of sleep. Brilliant.
So, first, we excluded ourselves from the symbiotic wholeness of Earth’s ecosystem. Then, we created the monetary system; another tool for excluding each other from the new system. Then, we tried to make killing each other over that system cost less by saying it’s 7AM instead of 6AM.
I mean…truly, human kind deserves its place at the top of the food chain.
“I think that no matter how you look at it, all the topics in art are always under the big umbrella of "Human Rights", in other words, art is always about human rights, about free choices, about the relationship between law and duty.“
It’s spring ya’ll! Time to transmute that inner rage and winter depression into a raging against old, destructive, conformist ways that are no longer useful and make space for something radical and new to emerge.
I couldn’t help myself as I was placing her in her new vessel, I lightly brushed my fingers against her roots. Then I made the next move and intertwined my fingers a bit with her. I smiled as I already felt our bond growing. For a second I thought that I could feel her move a bit, was it a sigh of relief on her end? Were her roots tightening around my fingers? My reasoning told me that this wasn’t possible, and yet…
Fotolog was a very popular social media platform in Spain and Latin-America which disappeared from the Internet some years ago. Or did it somehow survive?
In this issue of “I run high on the New and I love the Old” we will meet librarian robots, mid-2000s emos and a business model that might have saved us from losing our self-determination.
“Our focus is on bringing together people who work in different disciplines and have a different perspective on Vienna’s art sector and its inclusivity. In most cases that means that we pair an artist who only recently arrived in Vienna as a migrant or refugee with an artist who has already been living in Vienna for a long time.”
“Our Vision is to create an archive of the art scene in Vienna, a verbal photo album. We believe that artists can learn so much from each other and it is important to give them a platform to share.”
EDITION NO. 10
Whether you call it winter blues or seasonal affective disorder, the end of February brings a promise that it’s finally over. Unless you have the opposite pattern of SAD and spring brings you into a downward spiral after months of calm. In that case, just know that you’re going to pull through and the world turns grey again soon. But if your well-being is more “being” than “well” no matter what the weather looks like, know that you’re doing great too! And when your brain gets confused about creating serotonin again, let alone how to keep it running long enough for you to notice, reach out!
My personal interest about the cultural scene in Russia and how it is influenced by politics, was growing for some time, especially after the last summer events in Belarus. And although Belarus and Russia are countries neighboring my home land Lithuania, I realise I know almost nothing about art and culture there.
Oscar Cueto was born in Mexico City, lives and works in Austria. His work elaborates exercises of writing narratives and reflects on the mechanisms that construct the notion of historicity, knowledge, memory and identity. Such themes are often developed as fictions and in recent work as installations in which the public can interact. His work is part of important collections such as Jumex in Mexico City, Vienna Museum, Academy of Fine Arts Vienna and Museum of Latin American Art in Los Angeles. Since 2017 Cueto has been inviting curators and artists to Austria to collaborate on his nomadic project MUME/ Museo Mexicano.
For all the music lovers who feel a bit lost in these times of cancelled events - there is still time to dream, even if it’s a duck’s dream! Maybe concerts are part of a (hopefully not too) far off future, but new music still makes its way through to us. Besides the excitement of an upcoming gig you’ve waited for so long for, the thrill of listening to an album for the very first time is pretty much as tingly and delightful. For this reason, Improper Dose took the challenge to make an interview in English with the German band International Music and asked them to share a bit about their everyday life over the past year and the upcoming album Ententraum (transl.: a duckling's dream).
"I run high on the New and I love the Old" is a monthly comic exploring the Internet in its middle-ages, before the supremacy of Facebook but after Geocities. Pedro del Real (@triquidick) explores and reflects on different social media platforms, many having now disappeared, that played an important role in his teenage years.
I, meanwhile, do not have to go on a date during times of multiple Covid variants because I have commenced a torrid love affair with Roger, the peperomia argyreia plant sitting in my office. We’ve known each other for only a few months as he was an impulse buy off one of those Instagram ads, but I really feel that we have a connection like I’ve never had with anyone, or anything else.
Andrea Zapanta Scharf is a freelance illustrator and artist from New York City, currently based in Vienna, Austria. Her work is rooted in finding and expressing a playful spirit and radiating joy, beauty and humor through various forms including illustration, animation, mixed-media collage, product/surface design, paper sculpture, and more.
Asta Cink and Erika Farina expand their work and bring it to a new level by creating contact points between the textile surfaces and the analog images in a joint exhibition.
EDITION NO. 9
So much excitement for this new year as if the virus promised to disappear with the stroke of midnight. It’s the end of the first month and what we have instead is its new mutation, neverending lockdown, rich people cutting the line for a vaccination and Austria celebrating Holocaust Memorial Day by deporting fully integrated families with children who were born in the country and can’t even speak their parents’ mother tongue.
“Aze is of course the love child of two artists and somehow simultaneously also our emotional dumpster. Everything that needs to be processed but doesn‘t want to be ends up in a song.”
“(...) and then when I talk to these people I discover that they don't know anything about the arabic people and they don't have friends or anything from different backgrounds. I think you will recognize yourself in the meeting and dialogue with foreign people.”
HART MAGAZINE IS A BI-ANNUAL MAGAZINE FOR POST FETISHISM AND QUEER CULTURE. BASED AND CREATED IN BERLIN – ONE OF THE WORLD’S MOST VIBRANT, QUEER CITIES.
As it has been months since we last saw each other in real life, at the end of last year we started to explore and experiment with different kinds of approaches and possibilities of the VR world in order to bring you an alternative experience of our projects. After some research and honest evaluation of our technical skills, we got to THIS
EMBRACE ME is a series of images that explore gender-non-conformity and queerness. It shows imaginative landscapes and hybrid representations of bodies through which stories of queer, non-binary, trans and other gender-non-conforming individuals are told. The exhibition functions as a portal to a world in which gender is not a set of rules in a power dynamic, but a free form of expression.
The aim of this project is to illuminate all aspects of soundwaves. Improper Walls calls for applications on the topic IN*AUDIBLE & NON*VISUAL, which will be examined in an exhibition, performances and workshops.
EDITION NO. 8
The cycle of the calendar year is almost over. Coincidentally, we started and will finish the year 2020 with an altar in our gallery space.
I think art and science benefit greatly from each other. They have different ways of looking and studying the world, but they can question and compliment each other deeply.
RahatLook. (rahat رَاحَة: “rest”, “comfort”, “peace of mind”) is a platform for promoting culture, lifestyle and fashion from previous decades, with a special love for the 80s & 90s.
“Standing, as all living beings are, before this dilemma of the will to live, a person is constantly forced to preserve his own life and life in general only at the cost of other life…”
Maybe, “the children were nestled all snug in their beds, while visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads” during a “Silent night, holy night” when “all is calm and all is bright” and it is all a dream?
A very special thank you to our patrons! Both for your financial and moral support. We hope you like rad art and sweet 80s beats
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EDITION NO. 7
In this edition we do not only want to show you our real obsessions, but also our obsessions‘ obsessions. What do those who we admire admire? What makes them burn? We want to explore the passion that sparks a fire.
“It’s a very powerful visual language” says multi-disciplinary artist Bruno Levy about tattooing. When it comes to the question if tattooing is art, opinions might differ. For me it started as a fashion, or esthetics I started to like in my teen years.
“I‘m obsessed with taking baths for as long as I can remember. I love the climate and sound of this micro environment. When on tour as a musician, I urge the receptionist for a room with a bathtub. I don‘t need yoga classes or meditation to find life balance. The bathtub is my „place to be“.”
“My current obsession is to go up the hill behind my village to sit with plants and draw some of them.”
Obsession of an obsession. Obsessing over..obsessive thoughts…
Spectrum. Fun little “obsession” on one side, crippling mental health issue on the other.
With all the dark things happening around, let’s try to stay (mostly) in the fun corner today.
EDITION NO. 6
Improper Walls stands against racism, police brutality and social inequality. We demand justice for all victims of systemic oppression. We are committed to using our platform to support anti-racism.
“Many things are happening simultaneously. Can't think straight. Admiration. Inspiration. Reading.
White friends mimic Turkish folks speaking. Heartbeat. Chest tightening. Bank clerk talks to my father
like he's a child. Dead Black bodies. Triggered. In the wake of triviality and randomness. Black body
dehumanized, Black agony dehumanized. Content. Consumption.”
“We initially started by hosting parties and concerts. This on its own, might not be considered a form of activism. However, we feel that recreation, existence and self care is a form of activism, especially when you’re black, because those things are usually not granted to us. In our way we’re allowing spaces for BIPOC to be themselves, to exist, to let go, express and enjoy themselves; and that for us is a form of activism that may sometimes be overlooked.”
“Educate yourself. On your history, on your culture, on all the ingredients that went into creating you and the structures you inhabit. Real power lies in knowing. Before we can really get to know each other we must make a commitment towards knowing ourselves.”
“Anti-Racism is a stand we all should take. It is important to point out racism in societies. We should go further when looking for a solution. More importantly, each individual should take responsibility to reflect on their role within society. I believe that we all hold a hybrid identity, especially looking at art as a great example.”
“Today we salute to all folks who have to heal from the wounds caused by homophobia and racism at the same time. We see you. You are beautiful. We pray for you to be protected while you are unfolding your true colours. This video is the first part of the KIDS OF THE DIASPORA Series « Don’t Ask A Black Man How He’s Been » .” KOTD
“I wish that when you are running, as a white person, a successful label or gallery and you see yourself as someone who is not racist or open, I wish that this person is more sensitive to trying to make a more diverse platform and try to support.”
Sharing with you list of links and resources from some of our own favourite platforms, places we went to gain more knowledge, understand, discuss, donate and support.
In this special edition dedicated to our 6th anniversary, we decided to focus on identities. Taking our own identities into account as being a measure of our personal and collective growth, we spoke with artists, musicians, a fashion designer and a philosopher about their takes on it.
Improper Walls just celebrated our 6th birthday. Therefore we asked our whole team: Ale, Elisabeth, Elizabeth, Kata and Barbora, Urtė and Justina (read our "script" in the previous post), to contribute to this edition. Our question is how Improper Walls (being placed in this environment) shaped and shapes who we are. The answers made us cry and our hearts melt. We love you!
“Since I was a kid I imagined that only a big force from outside could bring mankind to realize that we are all passengers on a small spaceship called earth.”
- by Flora Löffelmann
“Of course I am who I’m supposed to be – who else would I be?” – Our initial reaction to the computer unveils that
it has already worked: For a short moment we have no doubt that we are, in fact, who we are supposed to be. And that’s actually a pretty rare thing.
I like to think they teach me how to take life less seriously. How comfortable they are with being always half naked and badly drawn, while talking about all sorts of subjects. And how they are not ashamed of being emotional or stupid.
Playing and discovering Russian music is my way of staying connected to my heritage from across the globe, practicing and strengthening my language, and keeping Russia at the forefront of impactful music history.
Now, more than ever, it's the time to reflect on our consumer culture and think about whether we need all these new things or if we can make use or reuse what we already have.
The sad reality is, that a majority of psychiatric conditions begin around the age of 14, yet the time between first experiencing symptoms and seeking treatment can be on average 10 years. And no one is talking about this.
…Again I realise it’s very complex but it’s something I've thought about a lot and really wanted to make a film based on these thoughts that was done in a playful way that could be enjoyed by all horny sex loving people.
“We are making music to move people, creating a surrounding to dance but also to listen, evoke physical and psychical reactions.”
“I like to play with this ambiguous feeling between relatability and strangeness.“
“We listen to you and find together the right hairstyle for your suffering. A behavioral pattern from your childhood
can be changed through the process of growing hair. A braid who dissolves during days can palliate depression.”
This week we reached out to some of our favourite Viennese collectives (and individuals) to ask them, how are they doing/coping/adapting to these strange times we are all still experiencing.
Mz* Baltazar’s Lab aims at generating a culture of fearless making! An environment that fosters creativity, activism and provocative thinking! We try to build an accessible, inclusive, open, safer and radical space, from which to evolve as people and as community.
- by Barbora Horská
“As bioart experiments become sustainable design solutions.”
- Barbara Moura, Painter
“This series is entitled 'Ladies in Boredom'. Because of not being able to go to the studio I had to adapt and find other mediums to work with and found myself going back to crayons and oil sticks, and somehow really got into this combination. “
- Laura Stöckler and Daniel Lichterwaldt
“…creating anything in such a time requires resilience, flexibility, and the ability to adapt.”
Interview with Leni & Cher from KOTD by Ale Zapata
“Leni introduced it to the world in 2016. A collection of various people from different backgrounds worked on the project ever since. At the moment Cherrelle is working with her on several projects. Anybody who is interested in collaborating is welcome to do so. “
- Tony Renaissance, Artist/ Musician
“Cultural and artistic scenes have been heavily affected by the current crisis which is resulting in the search for alternatives online that were not explored before”
We reached out our friends from the Porn Film Festival Vienna, together we planned an exhibition which had to be postponed due to the current restrictions.
What to cook from everything you forgot to buy because you were too busy stressing over social distancing and face masks.
OK, it’s all well and interesting, but sometimes it’s better to shut the brain off. What better way to do that with some teenage nostalgia? I want to share a game with you, that held me captive for a memorable amount of time back in the days.
Welcome to your impropers’ headspace. We prepared three playlists for your joy.
Interesting links to keep your mind and sex life busy.
This time, we focus mainly on support as we feel the drain and loss of energy from isolation.
How did we come up with this week’s topics? We want to share what personally interests us. Our team members work in a wide range of fields.
- by Annika Eschmann and Daniel Castells
“It becomes a window to the dynamics and trajectory of a relationship between distant cultures, education and overall backgrounds.”
- by Martina Trepczyk, Filmmaker, Artist, Activist
“Despite thinking that our isolation is the silver lining for mother nature, it is a little more complex than that.”
- interview with Sophie and Paul from Contemporary Matters
“However, since Earth has undergone at least five mass extinctions, why should we act now? And if we do, we need to ask: how should we act?”
Sign this! Quick and easy activism for lazy like-minded thinkers.
- interview with Viennese based musician/singer-songwriter Ines Kolleritsch
Living in Vienna and you haven’t heard the crazy-amazing, soothing, ooo la la vocals of Ines Kolleritsch? Folks, have a listen.
- Interview with Vienna based fashion Designer Norah Joskowitz
“How do I describe my work? Everything is just made-up. That's the crazy thing about being self-employed. Of course there are a few guidelines, but in itself I just think up what I do.”
- Interview with Nicola von Leffern
“There is a beautiful thing about being a director (…) It is the simple fact that I have images and films to look back at. To proof my memories and experiences - to be able to relive them.”
Help CHANGES for Women to continue providing their services.
Plug in your headphones and imagine you are at Improper Walls!
- by Justina Speirokaite
The moment we decided to run a non-commercial gallery, the words social, community, awareness, and activism attached themselves like stickers in our bathroom to our curatorial concepts.
We contacted artists who are also members of our advisory board and asked them to share how they feel now.
- Lina Piskernik - Improper Walls advisor on Women's Rights
”So many women’s organisations all over the world are on hyper-drive right now”
- Olivier Hölzl, artist
“I observe, I talk, I travel, I write, I listen I interpret and I doubt every day.In the last few years my art became a multi sensory scanning of what is happening around me.I use photography, video, painting, light, installations,…to express myself…”
- Smaranda Krings - Improper Walls advisor, PR Officer at Refugees Welcome International
“If you have some time to spare at the moment, it’s best to start organizing now”
- interview with Maria Meyer
”I am a multidisciplinary artist currently studying for an MA in Fine Art at the University of Hertfordshire. I live in St Albans in the UK with my husband, 9 year old daughter, cat and two chickens.”
- Anna-Laura Schreilechner, Improper Walls advisor
“Social inequalities specifically show their true colours in times of crises”
- interview with Studio Terrible
”My motivation is and has always been beauty. Beautiful things just make me happy and being dressed beautifully makes me feel empowered. I'd like to give that feeling to others as well. “
To be consumed when in need of feeling good-sleeping well
We miss you!
While we can’t meet personally, we can still bring Improper Walls closer to you. What are we working on while we can’t realize our projects? Which initiatives are relevant right now?
Choose topic/sentence/idea and enjoy performance from home!
- by Barbora Horska
Each day all of us are more and more confronted with the negative results of an anthropocentric approach to life, yet the debate over to which extent we should care for the environment perseveres.”
- Interview with ENTKUNSTUNG
“First there was an online art critic and theory journal, then a record label and now we publish one book – an anthology – a year and curate group exhibitions. We have a background in politics, philosophy, art history, music and design — with ENTKUNSTUNG we follow all these interests related to art.”
- by Elisabeth Hinkel
“We are navigating through an unknown situation with tools that are stuck in old patterns, longing to connect through words, images or video.“
- by Barbora Horska
“Since the beginning, as with other revolutionary movements, artists have been an integral part of addressing a variety of environmental issues.”
I love poetry - both reading and writing. Recently I have found a great initiative that aims to highlight the benefits of poetry during challenging times in life and as I have myself experienced how poems can help emotional healing, I would like to share this with you: